December AngstDecember 6, 2009 at 1:55 am | Posted in curhat | 11 Comments
Tags: December, life
Is there any way I could get a scholarship without being a hypocrite or feeling like whore? Is there any way I could leave my job without having to think of becoming poor and therefore suffering more or feeling like a big loser? Is there any way I could say to myself that this life of mine is mine and nobody should tell me what to do with what’s supposed to be mine? I feel old and I am. And time is running out. You may procrastinate for a day or two, but surely you MUST NOT procrastinate for a year or two. I hate new years. And I also hate the fact that now I think I’m too old for this kind of curhat.